what do you think when

your gf helps you do up a simple financial statement table to help with ur overspending problem?

sweet? thoughtful?
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we ended up in a BAD QUARREL until i say

FUCK LAH.

i have not touched these 2 words in a quarrel ever since jeremy scolded me for using it loosely in quarrels. now. you dont even know that i'm fucking angry. not because u didn't go with the stupid table, but because whatever i said, you just dont believe me. and i hate people who dont believe me. especially my boyfriend.

and why do you always care about how others feel, except me?! i don't know, but i dont think you ever care about 'how i was coping when you were in ocs'. all i remembered was the constant reminders that i must be understanding because you didn't have time for me. am i doing such a bad job at being ur gf?

now that things are getting better, i don't even see us spending more time together. in fact, i feel that we're spending even lesser time.



p.s no mood to post up the zoo entry anymore though i've already uploaded the photos. dont think i will do it anytime soon. and dont think i'll blog very often anymore.

p.p.s GIRLFRIENDS namely leopard, puny, song and an ARE THE BEST.