i hate wednesdays now.

im having term break, but ... i have to go school tmr! wth wth wth! i totally hate wednesdays now beacause i don't like econs (and the new-friend-found). Am doing very fine with all my other subjects except econs. PBF is not easy, but upon repeated revisions, i know what is going on, and i like the subject! Phew! To think i was worried about choosing the wrong course which will determine my future. Maths is love! everything is so easy til now and i really hope the lecturer can go a bit faster.. did i mention i love the maths lecturer too? he's a humuorous caucasian which makes the whole 3 hours lecture/tutorial wonderful. and though it's a freaking 8.30am lecture, i am still v enthu about going to maths lessons everyweek. hee!

back to my stupid econs lessons. for every lecture, i understood what was going on, and i did revise my work when i am free. but whenever i try doing my tutorials, i went dead, pulling out almost all my hair! i really do understand the lectures, but why can't i do the tutorial! something must be wrong isn't it. i know my hicksians and slutsky well. The worst part is whenever the lecturer go through the tutorial questions step by step, i understand what she's doing. It's just when i am alone, i can't do the work. yesterday i saw the results bulletin on the portal, and it said that 39 students obtained 1st class honours this year. i think it's soooo little! So damn demoralising! i really^really want to do well in every damn modules i take!

another thing i hate about wednesdays is i have a new friend found (nff) which i ... dislike. by far, i only told leopard because bf doesn't seem to understand. after the first time she sat with me during lectures and got my number, she started to sms me during odd hours. (extremely early in the morning that is.) The first time, she asked me to meet her 15mins earlier before lecture outside the lecture hall. -_-. The next lesson, she asked me to meet her half an hour earlier. WTF! It's not as if i live very near to school can. I told her straight i will sms her when i reached. Before i reached, i sms her already, but she had to make me wait for her outside the LT for freaking long before she appeared. I totally hate to wait for nff like you, and whatsmore, you're already in school! so wtf did u take so long! rarrr!

i don't like to go home with her also. i rather take a lonely journey back to pasir ris where i still can sleep and listen to my iPod. She stays at bugis, so everytime she'll say we go back together. It's like i dont have much things to talk to her, even if we talk, it's some v superficial topic and i feel that we're just patronising each other. When i see an empty seat in the train, i couldn't take it cos im with her n it's not good.. Last last week i gei siao told her i'd be meeting my friend at clementi, thinking that she'd go separate ways as me. hell NO! she took bus together with me to clementi! wth.. in the end i had to wait for her to take the train first before i went up to take another train myself. lol. then last week we went home together as usual and she was talking to me about 'do you club, which club do you go to?' she started yakking non-stop about her oh-so-brilliant' clubbing experience when she only tried clubbing once. i was so tired that day that i didn't bother to talk properly with her. haha. so she stood there yakking about how they tried to seduce this angmoh, how this lao ah pek started the ball rolling by asking people to join the dancefloor, and how she drank one jug of beer. so sianz. im not interested in your clubbing experience at all! she asked me whether i had any funny encounters when i club, and i told her, "i go clubbing to have fun with my friends, not to observe other people!" gosh. i know i sounded quite rude, but i was really tired and didn't feel like talking!

i have nothing against her, she's just not my type of friend. she talked to me about clubbing as if she's a regular clubber. i'm not one, but at least i have much more visits to clubs than you. so don't come and tell me MoS hires stupid djs to play stupid music like 'Mambo No.5'. i don't feel that it's stupid that Mambo No.5 is played in MoS since it's Retro night on wednesdays. bleah.

on the other side, my maths 1 friend is good! i like her and i love talking to her even though it revolves around school. i think she's a capricorn or taurus or virgo! haha. (:

enough about school.

been down on my luck last week. already so poor, yet i made myself poorer by breaking my specs! this was the second time i broke this pair of specs, so i decided that it's time i change a new one. wheey! stupid baby went around telling people how i broke my own specs. RARR! anyway supposed to collect my new pair of specs last thurs, but it wasn't ready. so i went down to collect after lesson on fri. It was still not ready. the optician was so sorry about it, that he kept apologising! haha. he is cute, so i keep saying it's ok it's ok! hahaha! oops!

yawnz... time to go figure out about my econs again. ):