In a very sucky mood ytd. I LOST it. fuck. Try to forget bout it, but can't. How to?

My com is now officially fixed. Fingers are kept crossed that it won cock up again. =/ Went to watch fireworks last sunday. (150804) hai. haha! it was really fantastic man! nv seen fireworks so nice so nice.. And it's really means nice. Beyond words can describe the feeling ba. Lucky boy went with me, or i guess we would regret it de.. Boy, nv regret le ba! Anyway, boy made me french toast and hashbrown. HeH.. thanks! Went for a very unusal supper that night! Only we 2 know wad is it! yeah.. haha.. I'm in love with the night scene along esplanade. Fireworks really made one felt so loved! hahaha..

Got back my econs test. I passed! (finally) got 17/25. the highest in klass! Din expect to do that well though. SO this proved that if i study hard for it i'll be able to achieve it. But now i really don't have the motivation to study.. dunnoe wad's wrong with me. Dread school to the max nowadays, really nothing to keep me going. =( HOW? sucky man.. Had SPA on tuesday as well.. SCREWD it. Chao different from the usual practice we done.. sad sad sad! Went to the library ALONE to STUDY after that wor. HaHa.. When did i become so hardworking? i wanna be a FULL TIME MUGGER liao lar! hahahah

E-Club on wed was a total slack activity man! HAHAhaHH! Guess wad?! MsFoo LOST the receipt to claim! heh heh.. SHe had to use her own money to sponsor the swensen! Almost burst out luffing if cr din control me man! haha..

Ran 2.4km on thursday. YEAH.. i did it.. less than 16minutes.. though is consider quite bad le.. but at least broke my record le.. Tj pple really very scary.. run so fast.. i ran 2 min for my first and second lap man.. that's alot faster than my normal pace! in the end i tink i ran 15.57 ba.. got a c! Now need to conquer the five more items then i can get my gold le.. i hope my run is realli under sixteen man..

Friday damn sucky! More sucky then one can ever think.

Saturday morning CHAO JI sucky too. ARGH.. FREAK man.. But lucky at night better le.. hai.. I dunnoe wad's wrong with me.. dear.. help me!