im in fustration.

we had a serious talk tonight.
something bad is happening to us
when expectations are too high to be reached
when we don't even bother about the little things anymore
when we realise we have so many tangles
i can't really say that im in the best of mood after the talk
im sorry for those who spoke to me on msn tonight
i just don't have the mood to talk

totally hate such problems occuring to us
totally hate the attitude we both have
i dont know what to do.

it really bothers me when i put in so much effort
but receive a shithole out of it.

i just want to whine and cry my night away
in my blanket, alone.



ok, i lied.
i very much wished that you were here.
very very very much.

fuck.