ok, so as promised, i'll blog now.. brr...

i've got a million of things on my mind these few days.. very troubled and busy. i really don't wanna talk about r.s anymore. so boring. =( so the very big thing that happened over the past week is probably the HONG KONG trip with my monos! it just so last minute! me chin and ting went to career fair last sunday, but were more attracted to the travel fair! haha, so we check out prices and all that to HK.. at first we thought that it's just we 3 going since the other two are indecisive! muahaha.. but after smsing them, we got great reply! so we're ALL going on a holiday once again! so excited..! it took us less than a week to confirm everything! so now, we got everything nicely in place, and the best thing is that we're really on a Free n Easy trip. didn't even get an agency to book for us! all the booking and stuffs were handled by ah ting! haha.. but the boo point is, i haven't talk to my parents serious about this trip! muahaha.. i did tell them i'm going hk, but i think they don't take me seriously. i even wrote the dates and mark out on my whiteboard in my room, but once again, i doubt they see.. so sad.. they dont care about me! =(

the next vexing thing is my uni application. it's so tedious to write so many essays man, and the worst thing is that i may not even get into one. i am currently having financial difficulty, because i'm paying the full expenses of the hk trip myself. imagine 1000 off ur bank. boo.. and there's also registering of pvt candidate which i haven't started on. i still have doubts whether i can retake only the core subjects. then again, money problem. i dunnoe if my parents are willing to pay for the fees. i'm so stress and sad, and nobody knows. )= even talking to him at night is stress. yesterday he just hang up the phone on me and happily off his hp lar. wth. like i did sth wrong like that. wtf. i am too busy to add relationship problems to my mind now. actually i am really tired of x, to the point that i don't even bother to make special effort to communicate.. the date is drawing near also. i should just give myself a limit... maybe breaking up is really a good option........ sobs many many.

i'm working like mad the whole of last week, taking up 2 jobs. i have real difficulty in waking up in the morning and keep myself awake at work man. so tired of everything now. i think everything will go into place after this terrible month, i hope.

anyway enough about unhappy things. went to CAMP G.I.T during friday and saturday. this is the first time i'm not appointed as a leader! haha.. no lar, because i need to leave early on saturday, so no point being a leader, then run off ma.. so i was like floating among the different groups. me and cr were in charged of the ice-breaker games, and i don;t think we did a good job.. just feels so chaotic over there.. haha.. after that was the usual night walk. was attached to eugene's grp, cos the children in his groups are all below p3? haha.. and there's aaron and alvin. -_- our grp came in first for the night walk, haha.. all thanks to eugene ar.. LOL. didn't really sleep the whole night.. was playing bridge with cr/geraldine/peilin/eugene the whole night.. haha.. got quite hungry at buot 3-4am, and so ordered mac! muahaha.. not much luck with bridge, except for one round i rem me and cr 配合until very good! haha.. after that i pass to eugene to help me play, and i dunnoe why i just fell asleep sitting at one corner.. haha.. so tired u see.. that was already 6am+ liao i suppose.. the next morning is still the usual morning exercise and after that was games! quite fun being a station master, and my game is real stupid and tedious.. haha.. they children had to find BEANS that i 'planted' on the grass patch.. super hard lor.. and cr's team lose because of this game i think.. aha.. regretted not staying for the whole camp man.. cr told me sth about aaron's new target.. haha! oh, the triplets in p1 is sooo adorable and fun lar! james is in my team (ok, eugene's team) and i think he's so ke ai! btw, their names are james jack and joe.. and they have a brother in p1 called clemence.. all looks the same lor..!

anyway, i left the camp early to go to open house.. ntu and nus. hai, sort of disappointing because i realised i did not ask what i wanted to! haha.. maybe becos i didn't sleep the previous night so a bit blur blur.. i like nus better.. maybe cos it's not that far and ulu and isolated.. then went smu with chin and rose.. wow.. smu is so new and nice.. i very much wanna enter smu man! pray for me...! after that went walk walk arnd bugis/bugis street/icon.. was sitting at the top level at icon resting, and there came our camera whoring session! haha.. me and chin keep teasing rose about her fats/flappy arms! so funny.. and she keep saying about her 2 weeks! muahaha! in order to help ah rose get rid of her fats and flappy arms, we keep zapping here and there, haha, and also sort of plan out a exercising plan for her! too bad, i cannot join her for swimming this week, so we changed to gym! hee! :)

went changi village to meet the guys (sq,matt,ding) after walking rounds at bugis.. dropped by eastpoint to visit ah ting too.. actually the ultimate motive is to gek her we went shopping and is going for supper! haha.. actually we 3 girls weren't hungry at all, but the we got tempted by stingray! and the very best thing is that the stingray came free! the uncle forget to collect money from us when he delivered the stingray! so we became so happy and giam peng and kept the money.. hahah! walked over to another coffeeshop to watch soccer.. manu vs newcastle. and by the 12 mins, manu already scored 2 goals! woo-hoo.. it could have been more man.. me and chin were so 'mouth itchy' when we saw the 3 guys eating prata, and so we went to order prata.. haha.. super sinful!