somehow i've lost the interest in keeping this.. and when it gets longer, more things happened and i really dunnoe where to start. ok, maybe it's just one-half week. basically, things are sure getting well in terms of my worklife. Like finally, i'm employed. did a 3 days work before CNY at AIA at raffles. very fun and nice job i would say, not forgetting the so 'funny' huilam. hahaha!

then CNY came. spent reunion dinner at both paternal and maternal side! cool isn't it! how's that suppose to happen: i went over to my maternal side's ah ma house with another cousin to help my ah ma with the reunion dinner preparations! yes, me doing foodstuffs! haha.. and we did quite a lot.. like wrapping ngoh hiong, yu tiao.. and a lot of misc things lar.. they having steamboat later in the night, but because i need to go over to my father's side to eat dinner, i cannot join them. so my ah ma started the dinner earlier, let me eat first! haaha! so i actually ate a bowl of rice and steamboat before daddy came to fetch me over. hahha! GLUTTON! when we reach my the other ah ma house, they already started.. this year a bit no atmosphere, because ah ma is unwell, cannot cook, so no steamboat! already very full when i reach there, but still managed to finish another bowl of rice.. haha.. no choice lar.. have to eat, or else kena nagged.. went home a while after we finish eating. rest and watch superstar concert. then went out again to play bowling! god! it's like flooded with malays! can't even spot a single chinese family there! haha.. i tink we're the only chinese family lor! -_- played
til past 12 then went home.. a bit too late for countdown.

CHU YI was good.. slept in late, and was late in visiting! oops.. haha.. went over to paternal side first, then maternal side, which we stayed for the whole day. it's fun catching up with cousins and playing with them! i think i not very heng that day, because i lost bout 2 bucks in blackjack, considering i was onli playing 10/20cents! haha!

CHU ER was simple. went to watch movie with daddy mummy and andy(my lil cousin). parents wanna watch fearless, while me and andy wanna watch i not stupid too. in the end, we went in to different theatre! haha! cool isn't it! so is me and andy watch i not stupid too, daddy mummy watching fearless! after that sent andy to where his parents were, and we went to play bowling again.. vrey off form that day! boo.. dinner wasn't that great because many places haven't started selling yet.. so we ended up at a coffeeshop near bedok 85.

CHU SAN was spent half at jeremy's house and half with my girls. visited his house earli in the morning. and we played blackjack (which i won quite a lot) and mahjong (and i won a lot too). but the net profit isn't that much because of the KFC, and i didn't take his money for the mj game. quite very disappointed with him the whole session at his house.. and the most saddening thing is i saw the cushion that he wanted to give XX on his bed once again. yet, mine was nowhere to be seen, and my photoframe is dumped in dunnoe which corner. damn damn sad. he didn't treat me like his gf in any sense. the very suay thing is the moment i step out of his house my hp decided to die on me. as in, it realli spoilt! DAMN! so i called him again to ask him to lend me his phone/battery. he refused. and now i know why he refused. fuming man. in the end he agreed and i have to meet him in pasir ris to collect it, and he's like so damn angry for dunnoe what lar. i mean it's not my fault that my phone spoil or wad lor.. i just lend him my battery when he say he needs it, and now i need a phone he don't even want to lend it even though he doesn't use it. played pool with my girls at night.. til quite late and we went to eat BK after that..

TODAY wasn't that nice afterall. i discovered a lot of secret doings of him. i tink now, TRUST is only the word for me. after watching i not stupid too, i really feel that i need to change. i must look at his you dian rather than all the que dian.. but it's not easy.. i'm like holding on to sth that i know will have no result in, yet i have no courage to let go. it's really not going to work if i'm the only one saving the rs! ):