i so miss boyboy dear! :( i thought i am quite ok and had accepted it, but i think i still can't face it. that day after he left my house i'm left alone. so sad so sad! awwww... miss boyboy so damn a lot! for the previous week i really thought i won't cry or what, i guess i'm wrong again. haha. still drop so much tears for him! boo boo. anyway, things are better already. at least for now i know he's booking out in no time! YEAHHHH!!!

ok, here's update for the past few days. watched CHICKEN LITTLE on thursday with the lil cousins. and we're so lucky we picked up 20 bucks on the floor! /smirks!! so i took ten bucks to buy popcorn and the rest of the ten bucks is split between the two of the cousins. heh.. i conclude that chicken little is such a lame show! nonetheless it did bring a lot of smile to us. but it's lame lar. haha.. i told boyboy about the story and he also say it's lame. lucky didn't watch with him, cos he sure don't like it de. i even find MADAGASCAR a better show sia. went home asap after the movie to talk to boyboy. only chatted for a while a night.. prolly half to 1 hour, because he need to get sleep. but he promised to call me on friday morning before he leave for camp. sob sob!

Friday-- he called me at 7am before he leave house. i was still in the dreaming mode sia. but still cherish every minute talking to him. so he left for camp already. i woke up at 9+ prepared and went for work. anyway i was feeling real lousy. was sick. love sick and physically sick. mentally tired. work at suntec convention hall lobby, distributing flyers for a car promotion. super slack job. but time seems to pass so so so slowly. had been checking my watch every now and then. finally i took a half an hour lunch break. had beef noodles at the food court, alone. and i realised there're a lot of people lunching alone there also. haha. i don't actually mind eating alone man. wad's the big hoo-ha over this sia. i came across some people who really feel that eating alone it a no-no. haha. i don't give it a damn. hey, it's just a meal, it doesnt hurt nor kill isn't it. perhaps i'm numb. but no, i'm not that loner afterall. bout evening time elena came, and i told her i'm sick and may not be able to work on sat. she's very nice. ask me take rest, give me water... called a few friends to sub me on sat. and i'm so touched in the end ROSEMARRY helped me! thanks rose! love you! near to dinner time i'm super super sick already, but still, hung on. very sian. did not eat dinner, only went to drank hot milo cos i'm feeling freezing coolllddd! finally, i'm off work! got my pay and rush home to sleep. it was disastrous on the way back man. keep sneezing and shivering though i was already wearing my jacket. was quite sure i'm already having a fever cos i'm feeling super hot inside, but cold outside. jumped onto the bed the moment i reached home. took temp, and to my horror, it was a 38.7degrees. high fever is that? so faster went to sleep. very tempted to sms boyboy about my condition, but on second tot, didn't want him to be worry, so didn't tell him in the end. felt super lousy man. boyboy called at 1130pm! think he also had a tiring first day. talked only a couple of minutes before he had to prepare for lights out. i miss my dear a lot!! maybe because i'm sick, it made me miss him even more...):

woke up at 12+ on saturday. a total of 15 hours of sleep. but still, i've not recovered. bad bad.. why must i always fall sick when he's away! it sucks! still rem last year i also fell ill before he went china. same situation this year, only that he won't be back so fast. everytime he's sick there's 90% he'll pass to me man.. haha.. bad bad! boyboy, next time cannot le o.. anyway it's better for me to be sick rather than him lar, cos he's now in camp, if he's sick, will be more miserable than me. i slacked the whole of saturday, partly because of my body, also because i've nothing to do. took a nap in the afternoon despite the 15 hours of sleep.

last night boyboy called earlier, at bout 1050 ba. told me about his life there, had to wake up at 530. so poor thing! then still have to pack his wardrobe, fold his uniform, wash his own clothes.. argh! so cham! hope he can pull thru! and i know my boyboy sure can de, jiayou deardear!!! i'll be eating the rocher, so that u'll book out soonn!!! miss uuuu!