i find that still can't accept the fact.
maybe all of us can't.
but it really hurts me alot
and i really really really cannot face it.

the thought of him makes me
wonder at times.
whether is he still there, or not.

sometimes i will think that he's not gone yet.
i really feel so unhappy about this..

i don feel like celebrating anything
i seriously do not look forward to CNY'06
because i dunnoe what's gonna happen
the heart is crying non-stop.

as and when, he preoccupies my mind.

i no need u to tell me what to do,
because every solution will not work, unless u can really put urself in my shoes.

i just need u to be there...
for life...