try to CONTAIN.
yes, that's the word, contain
expand urself.
u can go to the max i noe.
wad rubbish..

i have totally no mood in blogging nowadays
don ask me why. i will not tell u
something is not very right aint it
if u can see the change, good for u
if not.. NVM.

i have no idea at all what to do.
guide me someone pls.
there is alot of things i cannot say here just becos i don want pple to get the wrong idea.
but on second tot, hey this is my journal
why shud i be bothered about pple looking at it.

hai.
i will very much like to tell myself that what had been going thru this week is just plain rubbish
and that u will not be like this
but i guess i'm wrong ba
i noe best what's going wrong lar
sometimes i just wonder..
why did u switch off ur phone to aviod my calls?
i told u. i wonder.

i am very sure today is SATURDAY
do u realise it? yes? NO!
and what is saturdays for???
I know i KNOW!!!
wake up at noon, wait and wait...
then GO BACK to SLEEP in the afternoon
wake up in the evening, wait summore
then go back to bed.
yeah yeah yeah!! BINGO!!!

then what am i doing now.
i've been on Very Unregular Meals
ain't u worried at all...
i feel so sad... so sad so sad
i dun noe what this post is for lar.

i just feel that the world had abandon me.
and i am VerY SurE about it.

[i never explain myself, becos my enemy will not listen to it, and my loved ones do not need it.]