who will walk this journey with me............

I'm still, Missing HIM. and it can't seem to be a lil lesser. sadly, it's growing. sobs!!

stayed up quite late ytd even though was very tired le.. i don wanna miss a chance to tok to boy.. baobei told me 2 nights ago he went online.. so ytd nite, i was faithfully waiting.. waiting and waiting. nothing but waiting. His batt was flatter than any thing else i suppose. I'm sick of this verse: the singtel costumer u're dialling is unavailable, pls, try again later. hmph! disappointed huh.. chat with a few friends online ytd nite while waiting.. was feeling quite down actually. not moody. i'm not happy. stupid friendster maintanance ytd nite.. so i just stone. i've become a stone perhaps. =/ *strange.

waited until 1215am litad then went offline le.. actually, i called boyboy at arnd 12.. and found that he actually on his hp le.. like wad i sae he's batt was flatter than any other thing else, so i guess it shut down after my bombarding calls.. went to bed at 1220 litad.. was listening to 933, and i heard jiang nan. i miss boyboy!! and just went i am missing him damn muchie.. he smsed me.. =) a sms from him makes my sleep sweeter. boy promised to contact me today or tml using his dad's phone. i hope he does. after sms-ing 2 smses, guess his batt went flat again. and just as i was about to fall asleep, i heard shou hou on air. hmm.. i misses dear!

woke up today feeling uncertain. should i be happy cos he's coming back TML, or should i feel sad cos i suppose we're not going to talk again tonight.. til tml nite.. i wonder if he has the energy to tok to me also. or rather his parents will allow him to tok on the phone.. i really misses boyboy BADLY.

how bad it can be..............

I'm going out later on. i've to keep myself veri occupied. i hate my hp beeps when i noe it isn't him. sobs...... going back tj later. damn it. thanks to that piece of signature thingy. no chioce. nobody want to go to sign that piece of shit.

I'm NOT FREE EITHER.

el bebé es muy triste ella falta su alot. querido puede él se vuelve más rápidamente ella no desea vivir vida sin él que ella no puede vivir sin él ella necesita su querido ella es muy triste.

a mi querido: le falto alot. que tengo dicho estas tres palabras más que cualquier persona esta semana. realmente le falto gravemente, querido. le necesito estar al lado de mí que le necesito hablar con mí le necesito ponerme al everynight del sueño. necesito oír su voz antes de que pueda dormir. le necesito. que no necesito nada sino que usted soy querido serio. He venido al grado de usar NECESIDAD en vez de le deseo soy mi por siempre muchacho que usted sabe lo que significo. Todavía falto ya....