Friday, March 12

went to the library just now! wow. to think i actually went to the library. haha.influenced by my fren lar. now got the kick of reading some CHINESE novels. Currently conquering 'xiao wang zi'

Everyone seems least enthu bout tml's chalet. Guess that's the problem when there's really no organiser. Everyone keep asking me like i am litad. oo0oo.. oops! heh heh... The guys are making the effort to go early to buy food, BUT, i supposed the rest are meeting quite late. that means: even if they finished buying the food, the cannot go to the chalet.? aniway, i can say it's not my problem. don wish to let this Kind of thingys bother me. haha. i'll simply get to enjoy the whole day at funan. and go to the chalet after that. by the time i reach, everything will be settled. I've also finished my job of being that 'helpful, but not appreciated' messenger. shall care less bout tis thingys in future. =/.

hai... late in the night... wad am i tinking... this few days really cannot seem to focus on my work. esp my maths n econs. i'm sinking into a dilema of "should i or should i not". 'Love is a game. If u can't afford to lose, don't start it." Everyone will want to have love n be loved, but who many really has it... i tink i'm running away from it. i don want to think bout it, i don wish to think bout it. feel so guilty that i'm giving him abit of false hope? or is it really hope? even i myself cannot answer the question. i THINK. by next sat, my mind will be clearer. Breaking someone's heart is the worst thing one can ever do. Two person, being forced together, will caused misery. why not... take a step back. look at the stars. let ur heart bring u to where it want. relax ba... don tink so much. Happiness always comes thru door u din even know u left it open. =) totally agree that dear monkey has been playing a fool arnd. 2004 will be a tough year, with a tough start. Will everything be smooth-sailing after that? No one noes.

"Love is like a beautiful sunset. You enjoy every minute of it, but when it disappears, you long for it to return."

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